Saturday, January 16, 2010

I'm on my way....

...but where??
Lots of people go and explore this world with a goal of finding themselves during that time. When they leave they create a distance to the past and I agree that the distance helps you clarify your thougts and helps you see things in a different light and appreaciate some things and wanting somethings to change...But then when they come back is everything then good and they have made a peace with themselves? Well I would say no. (at least in my case) I'm more confused that I've ever been, and I think that without ever leaving my life would be so much easier! I have no idea where I wanna be, what to do, and why? I know I'm still young and everything feels really dramatic and drastic and final, but still. MY MIND IS IN A WHIRL. Way too much things for a little person (not literally) to handle :( When I'm away I miss this. When I'm here I miss being away. I guess I just have to live one day at a time! (and that's what I've done, I never plan my life ahead more than like few days 8D). Point of this pathetic personal openig up? I MISS AMERICA. That feeling hits me every now and then, today it was strong.
"Life can only be understood backwards, but must be lived forwards"










"Om du följer spår du aldrig sett för, kan du lära med ditt hjärta här och nu"

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