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A little tear fell down today at church when the first graders performed at the school's christmas festival. ANDDDD that means HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSS!!!! Oh wait. No it does not, not for me. YAY. -______- I still have to go to work tomorrow (I'm the only one there) thanks to työkkäri (one pretty shitty institution, may I say). I'm so incrediply tired and I have no motivation for anything, luckily tomorrow afternoon = home sweet home :)



During this break I'll be sleeping!, skiing and ice skating :),probably eating too much (what is Christmas w/o puffed feeling??) , working ---, hopefully sledding andandAND.. . Lets just hope I make it to Tampere, since there's gonna be an intense snow storm tomorrow. Not looking forward to that, with 2 miles to walk in the morning and HEAVY bags and already existing huge snow drifts.

I absolutely hate backing. HATE !!! ugh. This is how it goes: take out a bag like 2 days before, but do nothing until the very last minute. Panic back, go thru your apartment/room and throw into the back THAT and that and THAT TOO and that might be useful and this I HAVE to have. Your bag is full. Zip it up. Be pleased with yourself..until. You realize you forgot something really essential (like all the gifts) and they don't fit. Unback everything and start all over again. Do this whole thing about five times. Then finally just give up and do lots of sacrifices ("yeah I think I have pants at home, if I don't I can borrow mamas" "I remeber seeing my old running shoes there..and hopefully they haven't thrown away my toothbrush"...)And then cry in the morning that your bags weight too much and you'll never be able to make it to work, not in time at least.

Better news, yesterday was the shortest day of the year and NOW we are (slowly) starting to get some light =) only like 5 months and THIS: